By Rebecca H. Savidis
A few days into Snowhook’s rookie running of the 2010
Iditarod, Rebecca watched as AJ’s GPS tracker zigged and zagged far from the
designated trail. Later that day, the
phone rang unexpectedly with unwelcome news.
AJ explained to Rebecca, the team had tangled on an early morning run to
McGrath. He set the hook, and found what
he dreaded---an empty harness. Begin the
zigging. Begin the zagging. Begin the searching for Whitey-Lance. Her response was simple, sincere, and despite
the laughter she receives when she tells the tale even now, was serious, “Don’t
come home without my dog.” AJ knew she
meant every word.
Flanked by local trappers Abe and Mark, supported by
residents of McGrath, race officials and volunteers AJ dove into a dedicated
search for the missing mutt, only stopping to care for the dogs on the
team. He rarely slept. He hardly ate.
To say money was scarce in those days is an
understatement. Having put all our funds
into the race, it was nonexistent, leaving Rebecca home rather than on the
first plane to McGrath to help in the search.
AJ was focused on solving a problem to which she felt useless. She would have felt alone if not for the
emails of well wishes, support, and prayers from all over the world---Ireland, Australia,
Panama, Norway, Portugal, throughout the United States---all watching and waiting
for news of Whitey-Lance. They, these
strangers were the buttress that bolstered her spirit.
******
The hope that he would return and our race would continue no
longer existed as the sun rose on the second day of a five day heart ache. Hope having vanished just like the dog.
Feeling that I failed them somehow, unable to face them, I
rushed through my daily chores of feeding, watering, cleaning and loving. After finishing chores and waiting for a
phone call that I hoped would bring good news, I heard the dogs barking. It was the kind of bark that any musher
knows---Alert!
“Whitey!
Whitey-Lance!” In despair and
with hope, I ran to the kennel certain our wanderer returned home on his own
accord. The hope, as hope sometimes is,
was irrational and I was in for disappointment.
Surrounded by the watchful eyes of the dogs I scanned the trees. Was the prodigal dog timid upon return? “Whitey-Lance? Bud?”
I scanned the trees a second time, then a third, the tears beginning to
blur my vision, “Bud, it’s time to come home,” I quavered.
In my fourth desperate scan, hope giving to logic and
clarity, I saw the cause of the commotion.
Damn moose. As my heart crumbled
and howled, I felt the politest of little taps on the back of my thigh. I knew the tap. It was the signature attention request of my
blue-eyed girl, Patsy Ann. Mama, it will be okay. Promise.
Her tiny gesture broke the spell. I realized I needed to be in the kennel. The dogs were hurting with my hurt. Did they know the reason? ---No, the reason
did not matter, but they knew my heart could no longer beat on its own. As I moved from dog to dog, lingering, each
offered comfort in his or her own way.
Softly hugged by Tomboy, she pressed her head against my
stomach. Forgetting the greater problem
of a missing dog, I focused on stealing my glove back from Lefty---Classic
Lefty. Rowdy sat with me offering silent
advice. Garcia, prone to gnaw, just held
my hand is his mouth. Fargo , my main leader reminded me that a
leader knows when to rely on others.
Deep in thought and as I leaned against her dog house, Savannah draped her head over my shoulder to
absorb the hurt. Luna licked the tears
that threatened to fall and Tenzing refused to leave my side.
Once avoided, I began to linger in the kennel over the
coming days. The little sleep I endured
often occurred curled on top of a dog house.
I found comfort, solace and even my typical joy in tending to the dogs’
basic needs.
With reassurances that residents of McGrath would continue
to look for our milk-carton pup, AJ informed me he and the rest of the team were
being sent home. The arrival of the team brought
welcome and unwelcome news with one statement by the drop dog coordinator, “Your
husband missed the flight.” My broken
hearted half needed him, yet Whitey-Lance remaining missing was not
acceptable. Strong muscles of dear
friends helped lift the dogs into the truck and their words of comfort tried to
lift my aching spirit
Returning home, those in the kennel welcomed those from the
trail with tail wags for their buddies, playful greetings and nuzzles. As if the dogs had taken inventory once I
completed caring for the racers with food, water, love and fresh straw, a
realization settled and the howl began.
They seemed to sense we were Snowhook less one. The howl continued, breaking the frigid air
of the midnight hour. Lacking the deep
baritone of Bridger or the confident howl of Fargo , I howled a high-pitched, uncertain
howl of a yearling.
Had his heart heard the call of his pack? ---Maybe. Twenty-four hours after we, those who stayed
behind, welcomed the racers home, we welcomed musher and missing mutt. As we had done the night before, we howled
again---it was the howl of the whole and complete.
******
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| Whitey-Lance at the 2011 Ceremonial Start. |
In 2011, Whitey-Lance ran the eleven miles of the Ceremonial
start in Anchorage clad in a red and white striped dog jacket, a la Where’s
Waldo with a note that read, ‘Hi, My name is Whitey-Lance. If found, please return me to Snowhook
Kennel. Thanks, W.L.” That year, AJ and the team including
Whitey-Lance crossed the finish line of the Iditarod for the first time. Under the burled arch, AJ said, “There is
something I have to do.” The crowd
cheered as AJ lifted Snowhook’s infamous wanderer above his head, touching paw
to burled arch in celebration.

3 comments:
Dear Rebecca, Great story of how we met your Team. The memories are beautiful even though the experience was difficult.
Alice M. Johnson and AbbietheKitty of the Plunderers
My god you have a gift for putting the heart into words, sitting here this morning with tears running...
I found AJ's 2010 Iditarod Musher ID @ Skwentna checkpoint...not sure if he lost it or threw it away!
I'd be happy to send to you if you would like!
Have a great race!
Happy tails and trails,
Kit
http://kit-dogdaze.blogspot.com
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